its been 2 months and this is all i have to say

umm..

have to pick up my pace.

i cant afford to get left behind again.

starting tomorrow, internet only petang2.

malam is homework and revision.

hehe.

good luck julie!
go go!

cherating, before, during and after.

firstly, and most importantly,

no injuries !

yay!!

this has got to be the first time.

ok ok..

the idea to go to cherating only came up after no other hotel in any other state could be booked.

that’s how last minute the holiday was.

but it was worth it.

sure we hit some bumps along the way, but i feel a bit better after the holiday.

BUT

im still not ready to go back to college.

bpkc outing.

yupp yupp.

we had a bpkc outing yesterday.

unfortunately, reima couldnt make it, so we had to have fun onher behalf. :p

we [ me, mim, nazu, dan ] went to sunway.

it was funn funn funnn !
we recruited a new member, [mim] [yay for us!!]

gave her a post. finalised nazu’s post annnnddddddddd

most importantly, made pres go ice skating ! *gasps*

hahahahaa.. .

to be honest, i didnt last that long on the rink.

too many people. plus my feet were killing me, :p

still, we had fun.

watched yes man !

:))

couldnt take that many pictures, but it didnt really matter.

hoping for another outing soon..!
!

lots and lots of stuff

so, first things first. am finally back from jb.

AWAY FROM ALL THOSE KIDS!!
hehehe….ohh, ya.

terjumpe fadzly.

yupp. the org kantin tu,

hehe. ntah ape2 tah.

jumpe kat jsh,

know what that means??

no more going to see ayah at his office.

tamau jumpe lagi!! scary la!

haha.. one more thing,

this happened at watsons.

ade la this guy, tgh dukung anak die.,

as i was walking. tetibe je anak die cakap 9!

ayah die pn ckp, “yes, 9″

bodo. laki sengal.

[i was wearing my red sweater]

owh, ya. g bowling.

i actually beat zanna! hehehehehe…

by 6 whole marks!!

yay!!

julie dah terer!
ummm…dah blurr.

nnt la .

will tell more;

umm.. ayah should be coming home today. 

i dont know whether to be happy or not. 

hopefully we'll go out. staying at home is sooooo boring. 

besides, i need new pants.  

black, preferably. i dont have any. hehehe.. 

im getting tired of my grey ones. 

and i hope those lankawi plans actually turn out. 

please please please...

ugh. what’s wrong?? i just dont feel good. im distracted.

to make matters worse, im bored and stuck at home.

want to go out. have nowhere to go. and if i do go out,

i’ll be bombarded with all sorts of questions.

plus i have my curfew.

why am i at home??

owh, yeah, holidays.

well, it doesnt feel like it.

i could go to jb, but maybe i’d have to stay kat kampung.

even more boring.

i heard rumours about a “family holiday” to langkawi.

just like there were rumours about bandung last year,

and pangkor the year before that.

and where have i spent my holidays over the past couple of years?

AT HOME.

cant anybody get me out of this??

please….im begging here..

grounded.

what a life.

i just got back.

now i’m stuck here.

to whoever it was, thanks.

you officially ruined my holiday.

the best part about this is that you spilt the dirt on zanna.

but see what happens when you meddle with other people’s lives?

stand back and take a long hard look at your masterpiece.

thanks again.

i hope you enjoy what you’ve done.

about that day.

im not writing this out of spite, but rather because i know i’ll never get this out if i try talking. i just cant.

i wanted you to know that i wasnt really angry with the fact that you told, despite specifically asking you not to. what really hit me hard was that you saw me getting attacked, yet you didnt do anything about it. you just let it happen.

anyway, i just think that it’s important for you to know this.

whether you read it or not, that’s up to you. if you do though, i hope this clears things up properly, but even if you dont, at least i got this out

im hungry and pissed

and the combination of these two elements isnt making me any better.

firstly,, I’m hungry because i haven’t a proper meal yet today, partially my fault for not eating lunch at the dining hall. but more specifically, the cafe’s fault. them and their mixed priorities. i ordered my freaking dinner around 6.45 but by 7.45 i still hadn’t gotten anything. when i asked why people who came after me already got their food they said that the reason was because “diorg order ramai2″. huh?? talk about prioritizing. as if a single customer isn’t as important as those who come in groups. seeing that i was already in a not so pleasant state of mind, it just got worse. stupidly, and hungrily, i left. as if i care about going hungry tonight after they spoiled my mood. so now i am more pissed off than hungry, but hungry nonetheless. anyway, if they finally feel like cooking my dinner then be my guest. they can eat it for all i care.

bored, again.

which is why im here

sick of class.

nothing new is registering in my head.

need a break.

want to get out this weekend.

dont want ampang.

johor too far for short weekend.

would die of boredom.

but have lit on wednesday.

must complete exam.